i love you baby

2007-05-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

find me.

2007-04-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

PLEASE RELINK NANA !

2007-04-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

okeh,im here.

lol.

firstly,

im so happy.

hunnie, LIKE FINALLY, got a job. hehehe.

da senang laa kita.

work hard hunnie.

u tried so hard to get a job there.

im always here for u.

muax.

so,im the only one left unemployed.
and im seriously feelin the urge to just give up.
urggh.

oh well,

baru jugak balek from in law's place.

kecoh laa over there.

banyak laa orang.

and my girl was really grumpy tadie.

haisshh.

met my friend,

aida just now. primary schoolmate. and she brought her babygirl along. her babygirl is just 8 days older than my girl, but then,the size,totally different sey! she was so chubby. and my girl,kechik jer.. keke. cute laa her babygirl. nanti aunty meet dina lagik ok syg.. bawak esha skali okeh.. they were like staring at each other all the time. cam nak carik gado gitu.. lagik2 my girl.. cute laaa..hahax..

hmmms.

last friday,

went out with fam.

celebrated mom's big day.

went to tampines mall jer.

ate pizza hut,

shop shop shop.

hahax.

tu jerr.

still,i got stuffs of my own!

thanks mom!.

my parents kan,very pelik u noe. haha.

everytime wen its THEIR birthday,

they'll blanja me and sis.

macam best gitu kan.

hahax!

and ouh,

friends yang rapat with me,

especially kak yanti,

ni confirm will surprise u.

ayie is back with us!

he broke off with the gf ready.

hahax.

to those yg tak paham,

remember tak dulu i blogged about a fren of mine,

to be exact,hunnie's best friend.

he was so close to us,

but wen i introduced him to one of my friends,

he deserted me and hunnie just like that.

sape tak ingat,korang nyer pasal laa.

kekeke.

well he mintak maaf already.

and im so glad to have the old ayie.

the one who took really good care of me

wen hunnie was inside.

im glad the change in him was skejap ajer. okeh laa,not so skejap. 2 years plus. ahaha. but better than never changing at all kan? and oh,he's lookin for a gf. sesiapa nak auction kan diri? wakaka.

tomorow,9 april 2007. my beloved shasha turns 16. we were once best friends. most of u wud have already seen this pic at my friendster. i miss her alot. we went thorugh thick and thin together. even though we're apart now, i still love u babe.

well okay,

im done for now.

just wait wait wait for my next update.

2007-04-05T18:02:00.000+08:00

happy 42nd mom.

i love you.

hope ur happy with the gift i and sis

did specially for u.

thanks for being there for me since day 1.

i am trying very hard to be a mother like

the mother u were to me.

well,u still are.

hehe.

i love u so much.

sincerely from ur first born,

ria sabrina.

*winks*

hehe.

and ohh,

19 more days to hunnie's birthday.

and so he kept remindin me.

ahaha.

7 days to bro in law's birthday.

and 14 days to sis in law's birthday.

special laa nih april.

keke.

bye-bye

2007-04-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

specially for my beloved,

Muhammad Ramadhan.

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms,

numberless times,in life after life,

and in age after age forever.

others may want to be their man's first love.

but i wanna be your last love.

and i know what love is,

because of you.

despite all that happened in the past,

and all that will happen in the future,

i will go through it all...

just to be with u for the rest of my life.

long live,

ramadhan & sabrina

18 JULY 2004

2007-04-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

esha nak kish boley tak?

(;

2007-03-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

hello pretty people.

currently,i have nothin to blog about.

persevere and wait aites.

ahaha.

take care everyone.

i'll reply to the taggies soon.

SMOOCHES.

2007-03-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

my precious girl and myself.

esha sayang dale la okehh.

dale,tngok tuh..tweety cute kan..ahaha.

oh papa..i love u..

2007-03-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

23rd march

my girl is four months old today.
finally,i can see her growing.
i mean i can see the changes in her laa.
da stat manja2.
banyak cantekk eyy muka dia.
ahahah.

and to iskandar,my dear former classmate.
the joker in class and also the pain in the ass,
happy birthday!
aku miss kau laa okeh.
aku miss korang semua laa actually.
wahaha.

to my dearest fidahsky & sky,
happy 2 year anniversarry.
i love u both!
but wait long long eyy.
me and darlink kush,
lagik 4 bulan 3 tahun okeh.
kekeke.
all the best to u two!
thankiew for the present!

22nd march

went to singapore post. the second time. i went there 2 days ago u see. lol. da blog terbalek laa. haha. went there to shop shop shop. lom cukup puas laa even though my bdae over ready. dpt duit again mah.. ahahah. aniways,thanks a lot mum! i love u!

before shoppin,i actually had a huge fight with hunnie. im not gonna tell the reason why. but cik abg kush kene tinggal laa sey. i boarded the bus without him. kene tinggal kat bustop. padan muka. carik pasal ngn aku kan. kekeke. but then,tenga jalan jalan kat spore post.. sekali dia timbul plak seyy.. sorry pegi sorry balek.. datang naik cab plak tuh..kira nak tunjuk baik and sayang laa. well he remembered how afraid i was bila kita cross e road yg kat geylang tuh. so touchin laa kans. to me laa.to korang tak,ur prob laa k. ahahaha. (:

21st march

nothing to blog about.

20th march

my 17th birthday. thanks to all those who wished me here and in friendster. sayang korang banyaks. well i and hunnie just went to shop shop shop. my stuffs laa. dia nyer watpe. keke. mum in law oso gave me necklace and bracelets. u noe those bohemian type of accessories. nice laa..though i dun usually wear those kinda stuff.. hehe.. and to nana darlz and raihan,happy birthday to korang too yer! (:

19th march

im just taking the opportunity to wish yan & amirul. happy 17th! all the best.

18th march

2 years and 8 months anniversarry with hunnie. cepat laa seyy. keke.

kak yanti,ur niece sho the cute laa seyy!!!!!confirm da besar very pweety. but i still prefer and love my alesha adriana the most!LOL. dun mind yer!

okay,tuh je laa okehh pretty people. i have loads of pics. but lazy laa wana upload. soon okeh. goodnight. LOVES!

2007-03-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me.

hahaha.

thanks to all who wished me days ago and today.

sayang korang!

muahhh.

2007-03-18T07:27:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 year & 8 months to us.

you bring joy to my heart,

that i've never felt before.

with each touch of your hand,

i love u more and more.

forever and always,

i will love u.

2007-03-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

hello lovelies.
was bored and decided to blog.
(:

firstly,i wanna wish ace aka chez aka faris,
happy 18th birthday!!
alermak,da legal ahh dia.
hahas.even though its been a while since we last met,
i still remember.
and i really enjoyed the day with u that day.kat poly tuh.
hahaha.kecoh siak.
all the best aite.

and so,
its already tenth of march.
so fast sehhs.
and it means,TEN days to my 17th birthday.
LOL.
presents ehh!!sis yanti,better buy me somethin!
dade gaji per.
wahaha!!!!

7 days ago,we celebrated my sister's birthday.
me,hunnie and my family went to swensens.
the baked rice sedap laa sehh.
hahaha.
thanks to dad!
the bill oso kan,mengejotkan sak.
nak tau brape?
more than $90 less than $200. guess ah.hahaha.

im missin my cintaa so much.
my dear2 tasha.
mane ko ilang la sehh.
i noe u have all those new friends and all.
sometimes u noe,i feel left out.
cos usually,it was only u and me.
guess i have to adapt to the new situation.
it aint ur fault..i noe..
just don't ever2 forget me.
and do noe ur limits my dear.
think of titi oh please.
dont drift further.
i miss the old u..
seriously..

and i heard so much about mimi.
i miss u too my babygirl.
u were there for me no matter what.
i hope what i heard aint true.
i can't even imagine laa.
pls tell me it isnt true.

what happened to my girls??
my oh so nice pretty bitches??
those wild yet innocent attitude of u guys.
im so missin them.
the old u.

haishh.
im missin all my girls.
those i've left,those that are so near yet so far,
and those who are still here.

baby(maya),erna,lizzie,nora,kak emmy,lila,nas,farah,zaleta,idah,fifi,adila.
i still do remember our wild moments.
the moments wen were kinda into gangsterism.
which is crap to me now.
all those were bullshits.
and the moments wer we got out of hand,
dissapointed our parents,
and broke all the rules.
some of u have changed for the better,some have not.
watever it is,i loved u all.and i think i still do.
especially lizzie aka liza,the person who made the greatest impact in my life.
she was the friend that i wanted as my sister all my life.
she was the one who changed me for the better.
i love u girl.10 years of friendship.
u were the sister i wanted but never had.

and adeq,lenna,aqilah.
the three girls i spent the first 2 years in Springfield Secondary School.
they were everythin to me.
adeq is still here with me.
theres still calls and msgs.
the other two.
we'll meet outside by coincidence.
only that.
all of u made my life in secondary school so much fun.
the advices we gave to one another were never senseless.
i appreciate everything.

bell,fifi,jannah..
the girls who rocked my last 2 years in the pathetic school.
i so love them!
we're still in touch.
well with bell and jannah that is.
aint that close to fifi laa.
hahax.

the closest to me now wud be my fidahsky.
one and only.
shes there almost everyday.
ana kimx is kinda close to me too.
as in we usually hang together.
but yeah,we seldom meet now.
(:

so thats it u guys.
suddenly,i just thought of all my friends.
the past and present.
no matter what happened or happens,
i'll cherish and will never forget everything we had.

and so,
i'll update soon.
goodnight all.

2007-03-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

hey people.

i will not be bloggin dat often.

simply becos,there's nothin new in life.

still tryin to get a job.

i'll update wenever there's somethin interestin aite.

do keep taggin though.

thank you.

2007-02-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

2007-02-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

some people are just so obnoxious.

and prolly,they are just oblivious of their surroundings.

can't u see how ur hated so much?

please pay attention to wat others are saying about u,girl.

and your friends,please please.

sarcasm DOES NOT stop me from saying my point of view.

urggghh.

if only i can hurl right at their faces.

pathetic lot.

enough of this.

oh well,been stayin at home througout the weekend.

yesterday,i and hunnie went for the job interview at giant parkway parade.

it stated 9am to 4pm.

and so we reached parkway at about 10.30.

we filled in the application form.

and was told to come back at 3pm.

waddehell.

hahx.

so i and hunnie just walked around.

window shop and blah blah blah.

at 3,we came back to giant.

hunnie got into the 1st group.

and i was in the 2nd one.

he went in first with his group.

ten minutes later,it was my group.

saw him in the interview room.

LOL.

stupid idiot always making funny faces.

hahax.

so yeah we both were interviewed.

hopefully we'll get it uhh.

im sick of this life.

nothin to do.

no money.

at least if i did went to school,i'll have money to save.

now,NONE.
serves me right ahh.

LOL.

well,no time for regrets.

i will never give up.

i wanna move on laaa!!

and just now,

hunnie accompanied me to tj ktg complex.

job hunt again.

but i dun think i'll get it.

so many people applied siaa.

hmmmms.

and tomorrow,another one.

hahax.

im tryin for watsons.

pray for me people!

hehex.

okeh guess im done.

i'll update soon.

2007-02-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

here's a video of the pretty lil one.

and please!do ignore my freaking voice!

ahaha.

enjoy!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=f2lZdgRT5zI

2007-02-25T12:04:00.000+08:00

had a great time with u hunnie.

2007-02-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

im tired.

simply tired.

of everything.

if only i had other choices.

2007-02-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

hello people.

and again , my friendster was deleted.

tah pukimak mane yang da pi delete.

maybe its him maybe not.

sesiapa pon kau.

aku harap kau mampos.

so people, sorry for the inconvenience.

do add me up again aite.

kalau rajin ahh.

www.friendster.com/nanacyber.

maceh banyak banyak.

and to the anak sundal yang delete aku peh account,

tah eh..tah2 jantan aku yg mepek tuh eh.

aku tak tau ah.
fuck off and die k sial.

goodbye.

2007-02-23T11:30:00.000+08:00

my precious girl is 3 month old today.

can't wait for u to grow older my love.

thanks for making my life much more enjoyable

although it gets a bit tiring at times.

i love you.

2007-02-21T08:53:00.000+08:00

my day out with my dearest cinta & kak sida .

lama jugak nih.

now then i have the time to upload.

huhuhu.
the 3 of us . believe it or nt,each of us have a princess

back home . hahaha . step single jer .

me & my dearest cintaa . noone can ever replace her . my tasha & myself . muahhh ! cintaa's adorable princess & me .

i miss u titi darlink!!

gorgeous aint she?huhuhu..

2007-02-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

before i forget,

Happy Belated 2 years & 7 months to us.

love you always.

2007-02-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

hello people, im BACK ! LOL. miss me not? hahax.

again i've neglected my dearest blog. was simply lazy. anyways my comp was not well aniway. baru baik nihh. huhu.

well i hope most of u are okeh. and do continue to drop by aite. i'll try to update as often as i can. oh maybe wat i meant is,as soon as i want. LOL.

hmmms. as most of u already know. im jobless again. simply becos vivo was too far. i love werkin there. the one thing that was killin me was my feet!! standin for 10 damn hours. urgghhhh. i was SO not used to it siaa. and my supervisor was really strict too. takde keje nak buat lagik pon kene carik benda nk buat. haisshh. bebual skejap bila customer takde pon tak ble. wadda fuck. hahs. but yeah i enjoyed myself. i was able to hit my target of $400 too. huhu!! and im missin my colleagues so much. jessie..collie..and esp farah. happy werkin korang! (:

okeh now, update on princess. shes turnin 3 month old this comin friday. heeehs. macam lama gitu seh nak besar. hmmms. cepat besar okeh darlink. shes now at in law's place. sleepover laaa since yesterday. miss her so much sehh. but howells,shes comin home tomorrow. huhu. there goes my nights of relaxation. whatever it is called laa. hehex.

okeh laa.
i dun have anythin else to post animore. but i have loads of pics to upload. but later laa k. tomorrow kape. hahs. night people.

2007-01-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hello people.
i finally got a job!!
lol.
thanks a million to my dearest aqilah.
without your recommendation,i would still be jobless.
((:
went fer the interview at LVER which is at bugis junction.
but then,
part paling gerek skali kan,
kene transfer to vivo.
cam siak uhh.
but i can't be choosy la.
da bagus tuu dapat.
hmmmms.
and fortunately,farah is workin at my outlet.
lau tak sorang2 seh!huhu.
so i wont be blogging as much as i usually do.
miss me k.
hahaha.
but still,do keep taggin yea people.
((:
and sis yanti,
all the best!!!
first pay double pay sia.
heehee.
take care & i'll miss u!
till here people.
miss me aite.
hehe.

2007-01-23T13:28:00.000+08:00

princess is two months old today.
oh well,
still a long long way to go though (:
can't wait for those crawlin moments.
heees.wait long long uh nana.
so yesterday,
as always,
its MONDAY and its time for me & sis yanti to go job huntin again.
LOL.
im seriously sick of it actually.
and its becomin a routine for us to job hunt every monday.
hahs.
and so,
we applied at esprit,bebe & l'accotaine,
plus fond & project shop.
please laa!call call me pleash pleash!
plus,we finally found orange julius!
wahaha.
siak.
and yea we met faj.
like FINALLY,i met her in person.
pretty laa she.
and friendly too.
have anyone wondered how come so many damaians noe me?
hahaha.
i seriously don't have an answer to that myself (:
but MOST of them are a bunch of fun people.
and actually,i prefer bein friends with them rather than my own schoolmates.
REALLY.
i have my own reasons.
huhu.
okeh,
back to job hunt.
i forgot to add that we went to esplanade.
dunch be surprise people,
its like the first damn time i've been INSIDE esplanade.
hahahaha.
am i like the only singaporean who have never been in there?
MAYBE.
huhu.
my reason is hunnie laa.
he hates goin to town.
and of cos he won't let me go anywhere without him.
how sad is that?
LOL.
after that,
of cos,sis yanti the jakun one dropped by my place to
see her dearest "god-daughter".
wahaha.
had fun yesterday.
tomorrow plak,
hunnie aint workin.
so im takin princess to his place.
after that,i and hunnie will proceed to ikea & giant.
feez,
nak jumpa si kecik tu ey?
besok turun uhh kiex.
okeh u all.
nothin else to add on laa.
here are the pics.
till next time.
((:

2007-01-22T01:02:00.000+08:00

im here just to wish my BELOVED cinta,
a happy happy 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY with her beloved roy.
how sweet can i be?tasha if u are readin this,you'll know how sweet i am ;)
i've wished her 3 damn times already.
friendster,msg & here.
can you get a better best friend my dear?NEVER!! LOL.
all i wanna say is that I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH.
and i miss her like god knows what.
all the best for her and roy..wish u both everlasting love with the lil one right
with ya all the time ((:
once again,I LOVE YOU loads okehh.
and to your darling bf,roy,HAPPY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY okeh.
all the best for the future.
jage ica & titi baek baek okeh ;)
to ica,all the best for ur first day at school later on babe.don't be nervous allright.
do your best..i know u can..and reach for your dreams okeh.
i'll be right here for you wenever u need me.
love ya!!
hehe.
BFF yeaa ((:

2007-01-21T13:51:00.000+08:00

allo allo people (:
sorry for the late update.
as you can see for yourself,
i have a new skin.
not that nice but im just plain lazy laa.(:
THURSDAY
was our 30th monthsary.
hunnie was sick and so he took the day off.
yippies.
first,he dropped by my place as he was missin princess too much.
after about an hour,i got dressed and off we go.
yea we celebrated our monthsary.
simple yet beautiful.
as both of us were broke,
we only had dinner together.
still,bein with him was enough (:
we then met fidah and sky.
our beloved people.
hanged out,camwhored and so on.
and yeah,we gotta meet ana too.
and i finally met her bf,hakim.
aww he's cute & nice..they look cute together.
just right for one another (;
FRIDAY
11 plus..
i thought hunnie was still at work as always.
he then called and asked me to open the door as he had a surprise for me.
did as he told and there was my prince,standing right before me (;
okeh that was damn mushy.lols.
he then played with princess while i dressed.
well i was goin for an interview at tanjong katong complex u see.
so,as he was there,he'll tag along of cos.
soon after i got dressed,we went off.
67 was a long wait.
and on a sunny day like that,fuck sia.
got there at about 3.
took the seat number or whatever it is called.
i was no.96 sia.GREAT.haha.
filled in the form,hunnie sat beside me.
and they were 3 so called 'minahreps'.
urggh,whatever.
they first briefed us on the job.
requirements and blah blah blah.
then it was my turn to be interviewed.
and of cos.."we will call u if we need u okay?"
as always..all of them will say that.
urgghhh.
im so in need of a job siaa.
people!!any recommendation???!<
this sucks.totally sucks.):
SATURDAY
sat at home.
did my normal routine.
thats about it.
here's the pictures.and do dis if u are free(http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/1717143)
goodbye (:

2007-01-21T13:45:00.000+08:00

2007-01-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

2007-01-18T01:31:00.000+08:00

Sayang,

Happy 30th.

that equals to 2 years & 6 months

of ups and downs with you.

no matter what,

i love u and only u.

and thank you for stayin up till midnight

just to call and wish me,considerin

how tired u were after workin.

sweet :)

2007-01-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

do this k!
click on the link below!!
http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/1716030

2007-01-17T18:45:00.000+08:00

here i am again people. howells,as always im dead bored right now.
hunnie's workin and the last time he contacted me was at 0914.
missin him like crazy siaa.
haissh.

MONDAY
went job huntin with dearest sis yanti again,
at parkway.
this time,we were lucky.
kinda laa.
cos we gotta fill in the application forms at all 3 outlets.
unlike last week.
well i had four,cos they wanted permanent staff only.
hmmms.
but there's still no response from any of them.
please please respond fast.
utopia utopia please call!
urggghh.

after job hunting,
met hunnie at tampines mall.
together with fidah and sky.
was kinda mad la.
i was expecting him to be alone u see.
he didnt even tell me they were gonna be with him.
hmmms.
after that sis yanti and us went our separate ways.
i and them accompanied fidah to shop for her clothes and shoes.
and then,off to bedok interchange.
i finally got to eat sushi!
wahaha.
then,off to hunnie's place.
talked to mama about......
ader la..kpo eh..
hahax..
so yea..chat chat chat..
and then went off home.

TUESDAY

hunnie came over to see princess for a while.
then,we went to TM and bedok interchange.
yeah..AGAIN..borin as ever.
hahaxx.
after that,waddo u expect?
as always..drop by his place la.
mama gave me this thingy to eat called cheese tofu.
quite nice larh.
hahax.
nak lagik!!!
;)
few hours later,
met efa,fidah and sky.
at last met up with efa.
miss her seh!
especially her fierce face.
hehex.
oh well..that was it..
LOL.

and today.
hunnie hafta work of cos.
borin borin.
so just sit at home.
watched tv,look after princess and surf net.
thats all i do.
keke.

and yeah my beloved bro haziq ,dader friendster seh. hehek.
miss him sia.
angkong menambah sak ziq!
tak senonoh la kau ni!
hahaha.
still,i love him loads.
dia sowang la kita trust.
tapi skarang da jarang jumpa.
tah da laen kepe pon tak tau.
heeees.

ok la pple.
here are the pictures. gd night.
:)

2007-01-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

like FINALLY,im able to blog.
so HELLO people!
haha.
okeh spare five minutes to read this post yea.
;)

MONDAY

as planned,job hunting with dearest sis yanti.
from TM to CENTURY to EASTPOINT & finally DOWNTOWN.
my feet were killing me!
most wanted full time workers.
but i will only take it if there really isnt any other jobs available.
so,we'll see.
after job hunting,
sis yanti or the JAKUN one,
wanted to meet dearest princess.
wahaha.
takmo marah eh orang tuu!
;)
and so,she dropped by my place after job hunting.
and yeah,the line,SO CUTE & CUTE NYER were heard like a million times.
hahahaha!
yes she was OBSESSED with princess.
but too bad,she's mine.
ehehehe.
takmo mara eh!
abes la.
nanti muka dia jer kat my house.hahaha.
=)

TUESDAY

was supposed to take my testimonial from school.
and i ended up hangin out with the guys.
hahaha.so long la never meet them.
dearest is,jup,qua,shafiq,iman,aleng and the others uhh.
gonna miss them sehh.
so..after goin our separate ways,
checked my hp,
and i saw so many unfamiliar names in my contacts.
jup CUTE..is CUTE GILER..qua HENSEM..
hahahha..all those nonsensical names la.
funny la them.
miss korang k.

WEDNESDAY
hunnie took the day off.
dapat gaji la babe.
ehehehe.
so i took princess to in law's place.
and then me and hunnie set off to bugis.
went there skejap jer.
we were bored there.
so packed sak.
so only after like 40 minutes?
we went off to bedok interchange.
hunnie blanje la of cosh.
hehex.
got slippers..matching shirts..sushi ;) and more laa.kpo eh!hehex.
bought princess a swimsuit and a tshirt plus skirt..so cute..LOL.
what a day.
love him!!(lau blanje mesti love nyer!hahaha!)

THURSDAY & FRIDAY.

sat at home.
hunnie was working.

SATURDAY

hunnie worked halfday!
so gotta meet him.
heheks.
tapi went nowhere far.
just like our normal routine la.
hunnie was too tired.
first,we went to bedok interchange.
he wanted to change the mmc of his new hp.
rosak laa.
after that,jalan jalan kat sane.
after few hours we met fidah and sky at his home area.
miss my fidah la.
kadang kadang jer meet seh..
and so after that,off to hunnie's house.
sat with MAMA and siblings in law..CEH....;)

SUNDAY(today)

hunnie had halfday again.
this time, i took princess to in laws.
his auntie came.
very the kecoh la the house.
hahax.
i was kinda irritated at some point la.
but,hafta shut up still.
keke.
and so the rest of the day was spent watchin the movie krish.
hahaha.
thats all.
borin u noe.
tapi,as long as i gotta meet hunnie,everythings fine..
HEE.

TOMORROW

job huntin again with sis yanti.
harap dapat la keje!
pray for me ehh!
heheh.

ok people.
thats it.
gd nite.
:)

love u hunnie cuteness..hehex told ya shs obsessed with princess!haha! princess looks so much like a boy! me and her..LOVES..

2007-01-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

updatin sucks as i cant change the damn font colour and all. click on the damn compose link,yet nothing came out. so i hope u'll be patient and wait for my next update. i have a lot to post actually. but not now. :) do keep taggin though. lotsa love.

2007-01-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

its been four hours after the argument.
neither him nor me contacted one another.
he's not giving in.
so am i.
we'll see hunnie.
who gives in first.
u noe me TOO well.

im sorry if i hurt your feelings.
but hunnie ,
revenge is sweet duncha think ? =)

and here's the one and only pic taken yesterday.
goodbye people.

2007-01-06T08:18:00.000+08:00

and finally, after three whole months, after endless of messages & calls. after sms-ing millions of 'i miss u', i got to be out with hunnie once again. i was totally ecstatic okeh!hahax. and yeaa,we jalan jalan non stop okeh. from TM to century to bedok north to bedok interchange and finally,reservoir.=) i miss that place. whats the reason for bein there? cam biasa gak. hunnie's place laa! hehe. gotta meet sis & bro in law. and of cosh dear mummie in law. ceh... wahaha. and yeah,i finally gotta meet my fidahsky oso! miss her banyak. but sayang nyer..jumpa skejap ajer. cos noone's taking care of princess as mom is workin. sobs sobs. nari ehh sayang. meet meet lagik! yeaa people,hunnie has taken leave again. so..another outin with him again..! before he starts workin for 1 whole damn week. =) i love you baby.

went home at about 2115hrs. saw precious princess. so cute. yet so sick. i was kinda worried. cos i thought about hunnie's late cousin. she was only about 2 or 3 months. and had the same kinda sickness as princess. u can't imagine how paranoid i was. been to the doctor twice. but,no improvement. and the charges were damn expensive.

and so...

hunnie called yesterday while she was cryin non stop. as always,he got paronoid too. and decided to come to my place, at 12 midnight. aww..i was touched.. considerin how tired he was durin our outin earlier on. never saw that side of him before..=) he insisted bringing princess to kk. so yea he came,with mummie in law. to check princess's condition. well mum in law..or mama la!panjang betol la! she said..princess was fine.some babies are like that. but,what about those visits to the clinic and those medications? she said there was no need to bring princess to kk. hunnie was really upset. and i,on the other hand,just kept quiet. i just hope,princess will get well soon. it hurts..=(

okeh la. no pictures eyy. we were walkin aroun too much laa. no time to take pic. hehs. ok people. thats about it. pics durin our outin later on? maybe laa. =)

stay with me
don't let me go
cos i can't be without you

2007-01-05T10:25:00.000+08:00

after endless tries of downloadin this damn song. i FINALLY got it. hah. im so in love with the song bebeh. enjoy ehh. sorry eh jaja i use the same song. can't wait to hear it on my blog laa.hahaks!

yeaah-ness. finally going out with hunnie today! can't wait. he'll be here around 1pm later on. spend time with princess fer a while. and off we go. to? no idea yet. thought of vivo. but too far laa. see first uhh. =).

thanks to sis yanti ku ehh. for understandin. true la wat u said ehh..i can go out with u anytime. but with hunnie once a week and its been 3 damn months sehh. hee. love ya laa. monday aite! no cancellin okay! lama lama tak keje nanti! =)

yesterday, i finally could access friendster and log into msn. 7 testimonials. anjat aku! wahaha. tak penah penah. thanks ehh people!

okeh la. maybe there'll be some pics ehh later. kan da cakap laki aku ni pantang nmpk camera! but mane tau dia tkda mood.kekeke. okeh la.nothing else. goodbye people.

2007-01-04T14:24:00.000+08:00

Initially,was supposed to be out with hunnie today. But guess what?..he had to work. i admit,i was totally pissed off when i shouldn't be as he had told me that MAYBE he's on leave today. Still , he knows me. Though he said maybe,i still took it as confirmed. Glad u understood me just like before.=)

Im really trying hard to control this temper of mine. It seriously ain't fair to him. It feels so much worse when im screaming at him and there he is answerin nicely without feelin irritated at all. I feel so bad. He can be such an irritant at times but , hmmm... U know..

oh well , whatever .

Another day at home. Im going crazy already. Its CONFIRMED that hunnie aint workin tomorrow. So sis yanti , im leavin the decision to u. Are u ok with him followin us or do you wana go on another day? I've got some jobs from the new paper . how bout it? U wana try ? anything beep me yeah.. Im sorry for messing all this up. Well neither of us are in the wrong actually. My reason , princess . Your reason , bro. Hmmm. Hope we'll get on it fast. I need the money man.

Thought of meeting my cinta (tasharoy) , today. but somehow , guess she'll be busy so .. till next time. Hope your not forgettin me although ur always with mimi ehh! So , my cinta and the bf is gonna reach their 3rd year in 18 days. Congrats darling , =) . Mine will be July . still a long wait . =) And adeq's will be in october . The three of us celebrating our 3rd year Anni in 2007.wahaha.=) Hope it'll last forever.

And speaking of adeq , happy schoolin on the 8th darls. kakak kakak ITE sehhs.LOL. All the best with the minahs eh. haha. and don't forget US. 4 years sayangs. (=

and so,since im bored. let's do a survey. hah!

1. are you missing someone right now?- yeaa . hunnie and GFs.

2. are you happy?- absolutely .

3. are you talking to anyone right now?- nope .

4. are you bored?- your seriously asking this question ?

5. are you german?- no .

6. are you irish?- no .

7. are you chinese?- no .

8. are you asian?- yeaa .

9. are your parents still married?- yeaa .

10. do you like someone right now?- like , no . love , yes .

TEN FAVORITES.

1. televison show:- ANTM , OC .

2. flower:- roses .

3. color:- black & hot pink .

4. sport:- netball .

5. mall:- TM & vivo .

6. music:- all genres except metal .

7. food:- italian .

8. season:- autumm .

9. animal:- kitties .

10. subject :- english & art .

TEN FACTS.

1. hometown:- tampines .

2. hair color:- brown .

3.perfume:- Eliza Helena .

4. hair style:- straight .

5. eye color:- black .

6. shoe size:- 7/8.

7. mood:- bored .

8. skin color:- tanned .

9. available?:- nupps .

10. lefty/righty:- righty .

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1. have you ever been in love?- yes , and still am .

2. do you believe in love?- definitely .

3. y did your last relationship fail?- err , no chemistry ?

4. have you ever been heartbroken?- tell me , which girl had never had their heart broken ?

5. have you ever broken someone's heart?- i admit , i have .

6. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?- yeaa .

7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?- yeaa (= .

8. are you afraid of commitment?- nope .

9. has someone ever kissed your hand?- yeaa .

10. have you ever had a secret admirer?- yeaa .

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.

1. love or lust:- love .

2. hard liquor or beer:- u think ?

3. night or day:- night .

4. one night stands or relationships:- relationships of cos .

5. television or internet:- internet .

6. pepsi or coke:- coke .

7. wild night out or romantic night in:- romantic night in . =)

8. colored pictures or black and white pictures:- coloured .

9. phone or in person:- in person .

10. friendster or myspace:- friendster .

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER's.

1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?- nupps .

2. have you ever kissed s0meone you dont love?- nahh .

3. have you ever done something you regret?- yeaa .

4. have you ever bungee jumped?- never did , never will . =)

5. have you ever been on a house boat?- nope .

6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?- u think ?

7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurts?- yeaa , that was then . =)

9. have you ever danced in the rain?- nupps .

10. have you ever had a hang up?- nupps .

when im with you , you make my days feel so beautiful . (=

and so it ends here people , goodbye .

2007-01-03T13:09:00.000+08:00

here i am once again.

was supposed to go job hunting today.

but it was cancelled as sis yanti couldnt make it.

so its set tomorrow.

and now,it COULD be cancelled tomorrow too.

that is,if hunnie isn't working.

obviously if his on leave,im goin out with him laa.

his on leave only once a week sehh.

and yeah of cos his comin over to meet princess too.

so i have to be home.

we'll see okayy.

kinda excited too when we have the chance to go out again like before.

its been like almost three months seh since the last time we went out together.

hahax.

been long since the two of us camwhored.

kekeke.

laki aku ni pantang nampak camera okeh!

wahaha.

wanted to meet up with fidahsky actually.

but then,hunnie wont let me go.

hmmms..ya laa he has some issues about her and bf.

but still da lama sehh tak jumpa drg.

miss gak tau.

and try sitting at home sayang.

what a bore.

though princess is home,she's sleepin almost 24/7.

haiisshh.

and so,i wonder how my darlings are doin at school today.

dearest bella , lenna and jannah?jannah naik ke tak uhh?haha.hope all doin fine k.

miss korang laa.bell bilaa mauu datang rumaa aku nih??princess waitin!=)

and my dear sis in law,noni..sec 4 sehh dia..a senior in damai sec sehh.

hope u study hard and do well for the upcomin Ns k darlin..its like only 9 months

away..u know laa..ur mom aint like my mom..u know what she expects of u right..

i know her too well..ceh..waahahaha...

i've dyed my hair like 3 damn times.

and yet the colour can only be seen at some angles.

kadang kadang nampak..kadang kadang tak nampak.

cam siakk.habes kan duit aku jer sia.

i still can't log into friendster and msn siaa.

geram jerr.i wonder if the others can access friendster?

can u guys?cos im wonderin if im the only one facin the prob or

isit everyone..hmmms..

well guess im done..

so here it is..

as always..

boredom..the results??

CAMWHORIN.

hahax.

ni tak nampak. ni nampak.cam siakk kan. the family..=) the princess

2007-01-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

nothing to do.

cant log in friendster and

msn.

what a bore.

so here's just some new pics of princess.

=) yawwwwwnnn.... and she says YO!haha. eyy?? mmmm!

2007-01-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year

everyone.

and so,

2006 is finally over.

the year filled with loads

of unhappiness.

only the end of the year was

great.

we've got the princess and

i unexpectedly passed my Ns.

the year has gone by.

welcome 2007.

its a new year.

and insyaallah,a new me.

hopefully the one above will give me

strength to avoid all bad influences.

especially from my friends.

mend my bad ways.

change for the better.

aint easy i guess.

and for sure i aint gonna change

in just one day.

i need time & encouragement too.

so will ya?

LOL.

im like so bored right now.

cant log into friendster & msn.

waddehell.

job hunting on wednesday.

with dearest sis yanti.

wish me luck people.

and to my friends who will

be goin back to school this wednesday.

all the best to you.

study hard.

....................

as if i did back then.

haha.

and so,

hunnie was here a while ago.

after work ended.

missed him and yeah finally gotta

meet him.

saw his happy face wen he saw princess.=)

seein him happy,im happy!

LOL.

that pathetic cousin of mine kept

pesterin me still.

usin her sis to settle this prob.

seriously,

get a life laa.

im in no mood to discuss this silly conflict.

don't u have at least some maturity in u?

can't u see im in no situation to engage in such

fights and conflicts?

even if u really wana apologise and settle this

'HAL'.

please use your initiative to send me a message urself

instead of usin your sister please.

aniway,i have said what i wanted in that message.

i wont forgive i wont forget.

so stop it ohkay.

damn parasite.

to darn,

yeah princess was there yesterday.

lol.

u expect me to knock on the door.

never will sehh!

serams.

hehe.

nvm..till next time k..

allright.

i'll update soon.

goodnight people.

2006-12-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU. I MISS US.

2006-12-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

Firstly,

Happy Hari Raya Aidiladha people.

my day was great.

hope yours were the same.=)

woke u,0930.

dressed up at 1030.

and off to uncle's house at potong pasir.

been almost a year since my last visit

to his place.

saw my cute cousin.

so kecik and so playful.

hehe.

cute la hiim.

after that,

off to bedok reservoir.

hunnie's house.

too bad hunnie was not at home.

werk werk jer.

so only his parents and siblings ader.

reached there around two plus.

and went home at six.

wahaha.

in laws katakan.

=).

my in laws miss esha laa.

hehex.

well its been 3 months since

i've set my foot in bedok resv.

but not much has change.

in fact,nothing has changed.

hahax.

din get to see the faces i usually see too.

like that fuckin hidayah.

im sure the damaians noe who she is.

=).

oh well.

im so missin hunnie now.

asek werk jerr..

takper..dia dpt gaji..aku

pon enjoy skali..kekeke..

jahat jahat!!

and so..

aku tak dpt pegi countdown.

that's very the boring ohkayy.

hahax.

and to my DEAREST cousin.

damn u.

yes u guys saw it right.

COUSIN.

14 years old.

pathetic little creature who

shamefully dared to talk to me in

the lame 'lu gua' language.

and yes shes FOURTEEN.

nak jadi minahrep la kononye.

if u guys read my friendster shout out,

im referrin to her ohkayy.

u can be a minahrep for all i care.

BEEN THERE DONE THAT.

so kira,

time lambat okeh.

but hey,

even if u wanna be one..

be one who's high class kay.

go to school,

make ur parents proud and

pls upgrade urself and that OUTRAGEOUS language of yours.

and oh..ask that drop out bf of urs to go to school first

before u comment on how worthless my bf is.

jantan aku at least ada N cert k.

ur guy?NOTHING.

and the msg u sent me..

cakap melayu pon tak betol..

so how??

berfaedeh is for benda darling.

bodo sungguh laa kamu.

im not criticizing u bcos ur not skoolin laa.

im just so mad u used those words on me.

mind u.

im OLDER and we are COUSINS,

u ungrateful freak.

those times at my house.

those times when we were little.

u threw it away just becos of ur

stupid friends?

please k sayang.

ZAMAN FANATIK da lepas okeh.

and now.

u wana apologise usin ur sister?

dream on bitch.

yea i'll be ok with her.

she's ten sak.

and i have nothing against her.

ONLY u.

so..

like i said.

upgrade diri jadi minahrep

high class baru bobal dengan aku k.

at least aku faham jugak apa kau bobal nanti.

k laa people..

here's some pics taken today...

bubye!

2006-12-31T21:45:00.000+08:00

REPLIES TO TAGGIES

MimiCaramel : that baby pinjam pls..teehee..

hugs hugs miss u la babe..teehee..

reply : pinjam cannot k..dia nak mak dia jer..

lau jumpa jap bole..wahaha..miss u too babe..!

JaJa : hello nana!

reply : hello jaja !! hee .

iiCaManJe : heyy sweets!iica here!found eur blog

& decided to tagg!jealous seii tgk uu & bff!wEEE!

hope eu last!link me hunns!

reply : nak jeles apa sehhs.same like other couple

oso.lots of ups and downs darls.hehe.link ya ready k.

muacks!!

yanti : Nana Darl,STOP chnging blogskin la..haha..

I miss u!

reply : da tak da..hehe..miss u too!

Ana : 1stly congrats..2ndly u made a right move..i

got 9pointsbt still flunked my Os becos too much

stress..so in the end..i flunk..haha..8-10 points..

very risky..anyway i changed my url..

reply : yeaa babe..ur one of those who understood

my situation..tanx a lot..and i've relink u k..drop by often!

anonymous : yeah nana!i agree with u!esp this

one chicka,baby g..jual tetek xia..hahaha!take care gal..

and u stil don noe who i am..=p

reply : yea i noe her too..hee..and who are u sehhs??

i still dunno ni!bilang la..=)

hello : i have someone in my thought that u say

say mcm gitu..aizah or sumtin lyk dat..

she's one of the hot (bleargh) in friendster.lol.

reply : haha..and so..u read my mind..hee..

feez : im stil thinkin to continue or not..

its like..wtf..only 4 malay guys in class..

reply : feez ! continue je k!i believe in u!

so dun quit becos of the population of malays in class k!=)

fida : panjang sgt la kau tag.malas aku nk repeat.

kekeke.bagos k kau agree ngn aku!keke.

they think they are such hotstuffs laa.

stay cute too dearest fida..hee..

okeh ni semua i wont repeat wat u tagged k.

penat laa!i reply only.hee.=)

darn : ya!pompan2 skarang bnyk gitu.

thank god la we're not like that.

hehehe.just ignore that bitch who made up stories k!

=).

feez : yea i noe..thanks for the advice k..

=).

idah_cicak : hey babe..u agree?good!

kekeke.ok i'll link u soon soon k.

sweet la u and ur bf..=)

yanti : keke.happy ehh!tkmo

lupa k!meet u wednesday!muackk!

2006-12-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

2006-12-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

i won't be replyin to the tags yea.

cos im unable to preview my blog laa.

sorry once again.

do keep on taggin folks.

feelin tired now.

just got back from vivocity.

first time there.

wahaha.

damn tirin siaa.

belom pon abes tengok all the shop daa penat

nak mampos semua.

and darlin esha slept all the way.

and only woke up durin feedin tyme.

suka dia bila kuaa ehh.

=) .

well thanks to dearie dad.

got two shirts from topshop.

i loike.

kekeke.

too bad hunnie din get to follow.

keje keje keje.

amek kau!

wakaka.

wanted to buy a shirt for him actually.

budden takde yg lawaa laa.

so dad suggested to wait till his off day laa.

then he can follow us shoppin2.

best kan dapat daddy in law tu macam sayang?

heee.=)

so tomorrow,

will be goin to uncle's house at potong pasir and

then off to hunnie's house at bedok resv.

in laws la deyy.

wahaha.

and yeah tomorrow is hari raya haji cum

new year & also..dad's turnin 41 !!

3 celebrations in one day.

weeeeee.

happy advance birthday dad!

harap panjang umor murah rezeki yer.

love u many many.

his birthday..

but he blaje his 2 daughters today.

tebalek kan?

heehee.

this wednesday,

job hunting with dearest sis yanti kush.

madhan kasi kua tau.

so its set k!

love ya!

harap dapat laa keje cepat cepat.

i want that purple blouse at topshop!

and many many make up please!

=).

ok la.

im done.

here's some pics.

most pics my face burok la.

hahax.

letak je laa.

okeh la u all.

bye bye!

2006-12-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

i'll reply the tags tomorrow.

i promise.

"are you the one"

the words that kept playin in my mind.

is he really the one for me?

i don't wanna make the wrong choice

and regret my decision in time to come.

through our life together,

he was the only one who made all

my wants/desires come true.

like i said before,

i wanted a guy who would watch the sunset

with me on the water breaker.

i wanted someone who would walk along the

seashore with me.

i wanted someone who will bring me to all

his meetings and outings with his friends.

and yes,i wanted someone who could last

more than a year with me.

among all the guys i've been with,

hunnie did everythin i mentioned above.

after each of those moment.

he will say.

"u kan kate nak uat cam tu.so i ajak laa.

sweet tak i?hehehe"

awww.

he can be the most wonderful guy when his romantic.

but when his sial-ness datang.

u noe i noe.

kekeke.

so,

is he the one?

only the one above

have the answer.

2006-12-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

can't wait till this is over.

im gettin sick sittin at home.

try sitting at home for like 44 days.

im goin crazy already.

and to tell the truth,

i've been sittin at home much longer

than expected.

6th january,

please be fast.

haisshh.

im glad i've not had

any negative comments about my decision.

and if you're thinking of saying it now after reading my post,

go on lahh.

like i even care.

like i said,i have my own reasons.

its my life.

and it gives u no right to interfere in

whatever im doin or whatever decisions i make.

hopefully,in 3 years to come,

my dream will come true.

HOPEFULLY.

all i need is support from my loved ones.

which i don't think im gettin 100%.

but,

whatever.

im sick just thinking bout it everyday.

is not as if im throwin my life away completely.

step aku keje hostess jerr.

don't make it sound as if i've already wasted my

life la please.

and so,

i've been browsin through friends in friendster.

and some girls totally piss me off.

like,waddehell.

apa kau nak jual siakk.

especially those who added my bf.

most are okayy.

only a few irks me to the max siaa.

murah sangat per nak pakai baju tu macam?

da laa tuu.

abeh nak send send smile kat bf aku uhh.

apa?nak suro dia pikat ko?

tak dapat sak!

its understood uhh if u were out and u took those pics.

it shows that thats your style wen ur out and u have no

intention of showin those boobs of yours.

but when u take pics of yourself lying at home with those

boobs almost spilling out.

what does it says siaa?

nampak sangat nak letak kat friendster to attract

attention kan?

and somemore,ur attached sakks.

tah jantan ko tau ke tak kau letak gmbr2 tu macam.

please ahh k.

have some respect for urself.

sesapa yang terase kan.

kau pehh pasal ahh.

if u think aku busukkan nama kau,

think again ahh.

sejahat aku pon,aku tkda pn letak

gambar2 tu macam.

and pls stop sendin bf aku smiles

and messages seme ah k.

anyone who disagrees with me,

have your say la ehh.

its my opinion.

morever,its MY BLOG.

so on the 18th,

i finally met mimi darlink.

but i was fuckin shock with her new look

and attitude.

to tell the truth,

i really didnt like it at all.

seriously,

she looked like a minahrep.

it was a mirror to what i was back then,

3 years ago.

well my wild side is gone.

and now she's just gettin started.

nak kate time lambat pon ader.

haizz..

i miss the sweet innocent her.

well,hope its not goin to get worse.

and tasha sayangs,

aku tau ko confem baca nie.

wakaka.

ko tu pon.

i loike ur new look tapi

takmo wild sangat.

seram aku.

kekeke!

titi cute amacam?

nari pon esha da one month.

lagi lama lagik ahh.

hahaks.

love u babe.

sometimes when i see them gitu.

i feel like having the same image.

but then i know hunnie wont approve of it.

it sucks laa of cos.

but i gotta live with it.

aniway.

it was because of him that

i changed in the first place.

so thanks hunnie.

heeeee.

one more thing,

i miss dak2 bedok la.

its been so long sehh.

i miss haziq,haadi and bhai the most.

the ones closest to me and hunnie ah.

haizz.

take care okayy.

kay la.

been one long one.

will update soon.

bye u all!

2006-12-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

unexpectedly,

i made it.

and was promoted.

HOWEVER,

i am not acceptin the promotion

to sec 5.

call me either stupid or insane.

i have my own reasons.

it certainly came as a shock.

wasnt expectin to pass.

LOL.

and for once,

i proved to the pathetic form teacher

that i can do it although

im not like her favourite students.

those goody two shoes.

sadly,

o levels isnt my choice.

and another year in that school?

no thank you.

i have my plans though.

not to worry.

aniways,

ten points is wee bit too risky to

proceed to sec 5.

sui sui siaa.

but feez,

im damn sure u can make it.

all the best brother!

haha.

and to those who made it too,

good luck.

i will miss

Springfield Secondary School.

goodbye to all.

2006-12-18T08:33:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 years and 5 months anniversarry.

may all go on smoothly.

2006-12-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

your so fuckin irritatin ahh ehh.

serious siiaa.

i dunno whether this change of heart is

real or not.

im just so confused.

im dissapointed with the change in u.

not ur change of heart.

but the way u speak to me.

and u dont even entertain me as much as u

did before.

forgive me for not lovin u as much

as before anymore.

but i guess its not only my fault.

its yours too.

i have never had irritatin conversations

with you before.

but now,all that is happenin.

and that made me hate you so much.

don't worry though.

i guess,its only temporary.

but once again,im sorry.

2006-12-15T12:12:00.000+08:00

it was an unexpected dream.

of all people,i dreamt about him.

wonderin why..

we are history.

yet,after waking up,

the feelings i had before rushed back.

however,it was only for a moment.

i aint betrayin hunnie at all.

it was just for a moment.

yeah i admit,

the whole day,

i ended up thinkin of the great times we had.

he wasnt as loving as hunnie.

and i wasnt his first priority when we were together.

unlike hunnie who placed me above all.

but,one thing he never did was,

playin behind my back.

which was what hunnie did before.

whole of yesterday,

i kept thinkin,

which was a better choice.

the one who made me his first priority but had others.

or the one who had only me but was closer to his friends.

hmmmms.

but,i aint thinkin of choosin la.

obviously,im stickin with hunnie.

just that,sometimes i wish hunnie would be faithful

like him.

haha.

hunnie will kill me if he knows.

so feez you better shut up.

hahaha.

but kan,hunnie shows that hes changin.

but im still doubtin him.

so,

whatever.

and about that guy,

i would prolly still be with him,

if i had not betrayed him.

it was my fault.

but well,all is history.

i've chosen hunnie.

and i know i have to accept him for who he is.

no matter how damn irritatin he is.

hah.

hope all will go on well.

okeh,

i seriously cant wait to meet my gfs this monday!

its results but i dunno why i aint that nervous.

prolly becos i know where im goin.

na uh.

i aint continuin to sec 5.

cant stand another year in the

"WONDERFUL" springfield.

hahaha.

i had a plan before.

but after a chat with my cousins.

im still considerin.

cosmo or private o??

but it'll be in 2008 la.

not next year.

haizzz.

pening pala la siaakks.

nemy nemy,

i just cant wait to meet them.

love love u all la.

so here's some collage of me and my gfs.

the ones who im missin so much now!

nothin else to do la.

hee.

enjoy.

and bubye.

my school gfs!meetin u guys soon!

love u all la bell,lenna,janna,fifi & tasha!

sis in law and me.da lame tau tak jumpa!

mimi and me!miss u girl!

ni terpaling touchin..me and bestie!!my beloved tasha!sayang dia manyaks!

me and fidahsky!miss u too girl..

2006-12-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

im here,

again.

good afternooon to everyone.

and im in love with this song.

all thanks to tasha ku sayangs.

=)).

ignore the previous post.

i was and still am fucked up with him.

but,

whatever.

been through this a million times.

don't know if he realised the change in my

behaviour towards him.

tak maiin ahh lovin lovin sangat cam dulu.

actuallii,i really wasted my time la.

nak msg,msg ahh.

taknak msg ko nye pasal.

ko banyak "kawan" apa kan.

hah.

im missin him though.

ya,im very used to his absence already.

but still,the urge to see his face everyday is still there.

i miss the past.

the times when i met him everyday after school.

the times when he came to pick me up after school.

and the times he came to my house after my sch hours.

please la.

time please pass by fast.

i want those moments back.

and i hope when i get it back,

his friends,please understand.

feez if your readin this,

i want him to MYSELF.

no friends.

no whatever.

and i sure don't want haqim to be with us

24/7.

its not that i hate him la.

tapi macam irritatin.

macam dulu,

hari hari bertiga.

muka dia je aku nampak.

borin okeh!

i want to be with my boifey,ALONE.

if you have a girlfriend.

ko tentu faham la..

kan kan..

haha..

lagipon,da tiga bulan siol his with his friends.

so please k..

heee..=p..

so,

its 12 december today.

six more days,

which is on monday,

is our 2 year and five months anni.

i know la..

its actually nothin to us anymore..

hahaks..

cuma kalau year anni aru we feel special.

like 1 year , 2 year or 3 year anni.

im sure most couples who have been together long enough

experience the same thing.

monthly annies are just wishes and mini celebrations.

kan kan?

hehe.

so,hope me and him long long la.

even though he sucks sometimes.

kesiann dia tengah work skarang.

so,tomorrow his off day.

hope his comin.

his missed by 2 LOVELIE people.

haha!.

hmmms.

and the other thing is,

i fuckin miss my blardy bitches!!

my mimi,my fidah,my tasha,my ana.

my bella,my fifi,my janna,my adeq and my lenna.

miss u babes la.

but im meetin 6 of them soon this comin monday.

must pelok cium many many okeh girls.

love ya.

the other three,

soon babes,soon!

okeh la.

im done updatin like a mad chic.

haha.

do tag people.

love love manyaks.

nana.

2006-12-10T11:46:00.000+08:00

enough of all these bullshits boy.

i guess my suspicions were right after all.

fuck you.

2006-12-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

okeh.

here i am again.

people,i guess we should just ignore this

irritatin parasite.

okeh?

thank you to feez and anonymous anyway.

appreciate it much much.

biar lah dia tag tag tag.

till dia rot.

hah.

well hunnie and fam just went home.

aunt and my dear cuzz,razeanti came over too.

miss my cuzz lots and finally got to meet her juz now.

heheks.

so yeah,

first,hunnie went out with dad.

for the job interview.

it was unsuccesful as he had to complete ns first

before he could take the job.

so hmmms,no hope.

luckily dad accompanied him to another place.

and yeah he got the job.

alhamdulilah yer.

hehs.

hope hunnie will really work hard to

earn a better living.

for me,

i and sis yanti kush have planned to

go job hunting together in january.

hope its confirmed yeah sis.

love ya.

oh well,

theres not much for me to update.

so heres some pics for u.

thank you for readin,

goodbye. sabrina & natasya.sisters. i sayang her manyaks.

2006-12-09T18:55:00.000+08:00

baby boxer!! aww..so sedih la dia.. me and beloved sis. okeh,hunnie look funnie.hahaks.

2006-12-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

here i am again guys.

hahax.

nothin much to do.

and actually,

nothing to update.

so if the post is full of crap.

just bear with me.

LOL.

firstly,

macam macam siaa ni friendster.

susa susa aku carik layout kat friendster layouts,

skarang seme da takleh.

css seme tak boleh di pakai.

cam siaakk ahh ehh.

terpakse pakai friendster skins lau nak lawa2.

lau takk,plain white sakks.

naseb si miss tisay tu punya layouts bole jugak pakai.

lawa jugak.

lau tak,haizzzz.

siakkenz tolss.

i miss hubby and i miss my handphone la fuck!

the phone's with him.

hello!

janji one day jer okehh nak pinjam!

alerrrmakk!

im not stingy or selfish lahh.

just that i'v lost my phone like a

million times,

and i really dont feel good if its with someone else.

yes,even if its with my own boyfriend.

hahs.

harap u jage tu handphone baik baik ar eh.

if not,i'll fuckin kill you!

haha!

love u bacennz.

so hunnie is suppose to come to my

house tomorrow,early in the mornin,

at 8.45 am.

siang kan?

hahaks.

takper..padan muka!

keke.

well he's followin my dad la.

go for interview..

nak carik keje pon daddy in law kene

tolong..apa je!kekeke..

wish him luck la..

harap harap dapat.

da dapat jangan sia sia kan pulak bongok!

heeee.

next thing,

i wana say thanks to all who have been

helpin with this pathetic unamed.

thanks for taggin guys!

love you all!

and to anonymous,im still wonderin who you are..

but thanks aniway..

u've been such a darling..

hehe..

to she `nas ,

kecoh kecoh ! memang kecoh ! wakaka .

cute cute kanz . heehee . nak pegang , nak kiss kene

datang tamp okehh !! keke . love you !

to susi ,

yes she is ! cute cute cute .

hahaks.

to feez ,

wah garang lah dia .

thanks feez ! appreciate it manyaks yer !

to darn ,

hello hello ! thank you for taggin .

really appreciate it much.

are u who i think u are?

hmmmz.

but thanks aniway!

to idah hot ,

hello girl ! da lame tak tag aku eh .

eh mesti la aku rindu ko !

tapi aku tak rindu fai .

aku nak lupakan everythin bout him la girl.

lagipon,hes nothin to me!

cute eh baby?mesti la dia cute.

hehehe.

jumpa ko ader susa sket ah.

u noe i noe kan.

k la pape kol aku okeh bye!

heheks.

so the kecoh sehh tagboard.

hmmms.

dunno la eh this pathetic unamed.

seriously he or she needs to do somethin about

the english.

haha.

do somethin about the language before readin my

posts ah ehh.

kesian ahh ko tak paham english.

apa aku type semua ko cam tak paham.

cam mane nak jadi parent nanti?

anak ko bodo sehh nanti.

tsk tsk tsk.

kesian dia.

at least anak aku pandai.

hahahaha!!!

okeh la.

i'll end here.

will update soon okie!

i'll post her pictures again!

heheks.

love u all.

bubye!

2006-12-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

hunnie and mummie in law

went to his cuzzie's place.

settled the stupid thing.

seriously,

what does his cousin think of herself?

a perfectionist???

i wish i could strangle her.

remember my words.

i'll NEVER let u meet her.

i'll NEVER let u touch her.

not now,not in a million years.

since you find the negative way to describe her,

im fine with it.

though i dont know you that well yet.

i dont care.

even if you apologise later on

or whatsover.

my mind is made up.

if the thought of meetin her ever cross your

mind in the years or months to come,

i'll say,

DREAM ON,

bitch.

2006-12-06T10:02:00.000+08:00

Replies To Taggies

Ana : hello hello. mine mine yeb . cute?

thanks!hahaks.how to cuddle?

come my house nakk?

keke.

drop by often yeaa!

take care.

Neal : ello kak . it is !

thanks a lot.

appreciate it muchh.

love ya too!

faziee : heys . yea .

they are such losers man.

hehex.

im strong?

maner ader.

kekeke.i will send the kisshes!

no worries.LOL.

Anonymous : thank you!but u are?

hahaks.do drop by often!

Feez : hahaha!!

sape suro terase!

ko tu memang!24/7 mata merah jer.

wakaka!tag manyak2 okehh!take care!

Nilam`moria aeris : all cute huh?

cant have both!kekeke.take care too

and i'll link u soon kiex .

Yanti : hopefully babe.pray for me kiex.

Suzie : yes shes cute cute cute!heheks!

mummy dia ajar how to smile lah!

who else!

wakaka!

Anonymous : u noe ??

but .. hmm .. u are ?

his friend is it?

but well,hope its true!

2006-12-05T12:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday,

went to ica building with hunnie and dad.

felt great bein out.

hahs.

went there for some stuff.

was lucky everythin went smooth.

no complications at all.

after that,

went straight home la.

hunnie tagged along.

he misses someone everyday.

so hes like here everyday too.

LOL.

oh well.

i'll be hunting fer a job soon after the month goes by.

hopefully i'll find one.

well adeq said her workplace has vacancy.

and that was 3 weeks ago.

wonder if they still have a place for me.

wish me luck!

i really need to start workin fast.

haizz.

money money.

drop from the sky can?

haha.

okehh crap.

i've been down these days.

the main reason was the hate tag i got

the other day.

it was totally disturbin.

i really couldnt accept it.

hunnie told me to be strong.

and that noone can bring me down just like that.

but still.

i really couldnt accept it.

wait till u have one of ur own moron.

then u'll feel how i feel when

someone says that of her/him.

aniways,

i've ban u.

so,find ways to get here back yeaa?

hah.

was in a lil conflict with hunnie

late at night yesterday.

i just cant stop being suspicious of him.

he says his with his friends but somehow

i just cant trust him.

prolly beacause of his ways in the past.

i still find it hard to believe him.

everytime his friends call,

i will still get mad at times.

sometimes i feel neglected

and feel that he only cares for his friends.

wonder if im wrong or right.

urrggghhh.

someone convince me please.

one thing im relieved though.

he finally shows that he cares.

by showin up at my house,

everyday.

now am i contradictin myself?

haha.

whatsoever.

im just glad we're still together.

goin through all this odds.

hopefully,

it'll last forever.

18 july 2004 - ??????

eternity?

haha.

prayin hard.

=)))).

2006-12-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

hate me all u want.

and

go ahead and diss me if u must.

but.

DONT EVER,

comment about my precious oneS.

whoever they are,

they are my beloved.

so,

kalau kau pikir kau baik sangat,

tu kau peh pasal ah.

takmo nak jage tepi kain orang.

aku buat ni hal pon ada susahkan mak bapak

kau pe sia??

takder pe.

aku yang akan tanggung semuanya.

tah2 kau tu lebih sial daripada aku.

kau pikir kau bengkak sangat pe

yang kau nak tag2 aku tu macam.

kalau kau mata merah tengok aku ngn

jantan aku happy.

kau cakap jer ah.

takmo nak step singgung2 perasaan aku.

tak dapat hasil ah.

aku pon tak heran.

da biasa ah ngn orang2 macam kau.

kesian takder keje datang mengacau kat blog orang.

haha.

dia cute kan?

apsal?

mata merah?

gi buat satu ah siol.

bodo peh pukimak.

so people,

been long since i had hate taggers.

well someone's back.

no idea who.

but whatever.

its just what bloggers go through aint it.

so apape ko nak tag,

tag je lah eh.

all i do is,

delete,delete,delete!

okeh bubye!!!

2006-12-01T13:24:00.000+08:00

cant update much.

bear with me yeah.

The new addition to the family.

nur alesha adriana.

friends who know everything,

i'll appreciate it if you'll watch what u tag yea.

i mean,dont be too direct about anything.

i wont want the whole world to know.

thank you.

=)).

so,here she is!

i'll update soon.

bubye!!

2006-11-19T18:20:00.000+08:00

just four pathetic pics..

lols.. da besar la dia.. the naughty one who messes the house

24/7.

me and lalin lalin sis.

look at how tembam i am now..!

the one who i irritate and love at the

same time.

2006-11-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

never knew i had such pathetic friends.

those who cant understand my situation.

maybe yes,your parents dont give a heck about you.

your free to do anythin u want.

even stayin away from home so often.

but hey,my parents arent like that.

maybe your mom doesnt care.

but my family does.

couldnt you understand when i said u couldnt visit me in

the hospital later on?

my family is gonna be there.

and yes,you did NOTHING to help me in

my situation back then.

i and him had to handle and go through it alone.

why should you be given the privilege to come and visit me?

aniway,i wont take a chance to allow my family to see

your shameful and embarassing attitude.

IT IS SUPPOSE to be a private problem.

your an outsider.

why cant you understand it?

my other friends do.

maybe you just dont understand all these kinda things.

cos your family takes everything lightly.

your never bad in your mom's eye.

thats understood.

but please,

i didnt expect u to be this dumb.

you expect everyone to respect you.

and listen to you.

hoping them to think that your always right.

and the way you treat your bf totally irks me.

who do you love?

or is it WHAT do you love?

his money aint it?

i cant believe you screamed at him just becos he aint got his

pay yet.

it totally shows who you really are.

you only care about money.

and the fact that you always look down on my bf

becos he aint got much money,makes

me wanna kill you.

cos unlike you,

i care for him.

we work together to have enough money.

we save.

its not all him him him.

thats how a girlfriend should be.

or maybe,you still dont know how to be one.

i dont care whether you read this or not.

and neither do i care if u wanna blow up the matter

and if i lose you as a friend.

because,your too much of a backstabber to be

called a friend.

get a life girl.

stop wasting it on those stupid things.

i wont say what.

simply because,i still do care

about your reputation.

but please realise.

i dont find u intimidating at all.

2006-11-18T08:46:00.000+08:00

happy 28th my dear.

its complicated.

but definitely going stronger.

<33.

2006-11-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

its like 11.35 now.

25 minutes away.

from our 28th.

that means,

2 years and 4 months to us.

unbelievable but true.

who would have thought.

a playboy like him,

to last this long with anyone.

and with me?

lols.

totally unexpected.

so,im sick sick sick.

and i dont feel too good.

my dear friends,

u should know the reason.

its comin soon.

the second love of my life.

most prob next week.

hehes.

im prepared.

dont worry.

still nervous though.

i'll beep you guys when its time.

thanks for all the care and concern.

love you all.

much love,

nana.

2006-11-14T14:11:00.000+08:00

okehh.

its seriously disturbing okeh.

i hate it when u do that.

its so not fair.

why must everytime when sis does somethin wrong,

u'll pull me into the picture?

saying shes folowin me and blah blah blah?

i have changed so much.

and yet your sayin she still follows my attitude.

i WAS never bothered about my room last time.

i DIDNT care whether it was messy or whatever.

but now?

dont tell me you cant see the difference in me?

eversince u asked me to change that day.

i tried and i did.

it was not easy.

and i cant believe u didnt even see

or appeciate it.

its always like that.

everytime sis does somethin wrong,

you'll get mad at me too.

and actually,i wasnt even in the wrong!

but when i do somethin wrong,

you'll still treat sis nicely.

but when it comes to me.

everythin is just the opposite.

both of you treat me like that.

one says sis is too young to be scolded and the other

gets mad at me for no reason.

what hurts me most is when u treat her the same when i

do somethin wrong.

but when its her wrongdoing,

u'll get mad at both.

am i suppose to be responsible for all her

wrongdoings???

its so not fair.

yes i lied when u asked me that day if

i found your love one sided.

i said no.

the reason was i thought it wasnt that bad.

but now,

im saying,YES!

whatever it is,i still love u.

maybe i just deserve to be treated this way.

2006-11-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

hunnie and fam came over yesterday.

to my house.

jalan raya lar.

hehe.

all was there except fer the 2nd sibling and the father.

been quite a long time since i met

mummie in law and the other siblings.

what a joy.

lols.

had fun.

since i got to see his bacen face.

hahaks.

but what a pity,

they couldnt stay long.

so it was like only 45 mins.

aww.

but im happy.

and btw,

kita dapat duit raya lar from him.

hehehe.

$20 okeh.

to me banyak tau.

keke.

love him lar.

so tomorrow will be a day with him

again at my house.

we're gonna order pizza hut.

only for me,him and my sis.

ENJOY!

nak skets?

datang rumah yer.

hehehe.

okeh then.

BYE!

2006-11-11T15:36:00.000+08:00

i've read the testimonial just given by his friend.

in my baby's friendster account.

but i've yet to accept it.

and yes,his friend.

is someone who i hate so much.

so its known to me now.

that my baby is officially one of his group members.

and i so hate it.

WHY?

cos i hate his FRIEND.

and i sure dun wan him to mix with DAT guy.

cos,that guy hates me too.

hah!

im just wonderin.

is it my fault,

if u guys did somethin that hurt my baby,

and i stood up for it?

must u hate me because of that?

yes,it was intentional.

i did say those words cos i meant it.

it was meant to hurt u.

cos u hurt my baby.

its fair aint it?

and hell no will i accept u as one of his friends

again.

even if he does.

i will NEVER acknowledge u as my friend.

u dont care.i know.

neither do i.

why dont u just get the hell out of our lifes.

u hate me,but im his.

u'll still see me mr.

urggh.

perhaps his friends will know why im

always sensitive when hes out with them.

i just dont trust them at all.

and him,being the naive one,

is always taken for granted.

will u ever realise that hunnie?

i doubt u will.

take initiative for once please.

and use your brains.

who your true friends are.

and whos not.